It's there, even when you think you are alone, that voice that tells you what to do. You didn't realize it drives your every action. Like right now as it tells you that I am wrong and you don't have to keep reading. Try to tell that snapping turtle to go away; you can't. Nearly every human on this little planet has a snapping turtle driving them around and making them right, all day long. Can't handle that? Sucks doesn't it. It makes you right when you type a reply to some vomit that another member posted; it makes you mad when you read something that you don't agree with; it splinters your mind when you screw up and notice that someone saw you. You are doomed to beat yourself up over and over again until you find another incident to beat yourself up over.
If any other human attacked and raped and pilliaged you the way you vandalize yourself, they'd be put in a hole and buried there forever.
Forget about what anyone thinks about you, because only you can say how good you are. If someone says something about you that is bad, it's just their excuse to take the focus off themselves for a while and watch as someone else gets mangled.
Something to think about...